legaleyez
youarethesource:

peace-love-insanity:

waandering:

Today we were climbing boulders and another kid climbed his rock and out of no where pushed my sweet boy off of an 8ft high rock. It was traumatizing.
So now he’s meditating…And I am just in awe that his body is so resilient 

Love that he meditates inside his hoop, I totally do that too.

Wow that’s terrifying that a young kid would do something like that

youarethesource:

peace-love-insanity:

waandering:

Today we were climbing boulders and another kid climbed his rock and out of no where pushed my sweet boy off of an 8ft high rock. It was traumatizing.

So now he’s meditating…
And I am just in awe that his body is so resilient 

Love that he meditates inside his hoop, I totally do that too.

Wow that’s terrifying that a young kid would do something like that

This room used to be an awesome sanctuary.. Over the past year and a half I’ve just stored crap in it and up until today it was just a laundry/other crap I don’t wanna deal with room. 
Tired of coming in here and seeing ex boyfriends things and feeling sad because of it. 
Cleaned it up and made it a nice space again. Feels good to refresh my life and get back to focusing on myself again. 
And to relax and listen to some vinyl.

This room used to be an awesome sanctuary.. Over the past year and a half I’ve just stored crap in it and up until today it was just a laundry/other crap I don’t wanna deal with room.
Tired of coming in here and seeing ex boyfriends things and feeling sad because of it.
Cleaned it up and made it a nice space again. Feels good to refresh my life and get back to focusing on myself again.
And to relax and listen to some vinyl.

feel sad, missing the really nice times.
when you held me on top of your chest
my face against your neck.. the feeling of safety 
warm and familiar.. feeling your pulse 
the way our room was 
the bomb meals we would cook together, I swear each meal got better
don’t feel as comfortable around anyone else these days

you were the closest person to me for awhile.
so this is weird and makes me tear up sometimes.
but we must move on.. nothin’s forever.

I really miss you.
Things really did have to change.. Things in my life.
Found the little stone with the dragonfly on it I bought in Jasper.
This is what probably set me off..
Remembering the reason I got it for you, how it’s supposed to be healing change.
How my efforts were never good enough to help you.
How you just can’t help people sometimes.
Hurts to the core.

I wish so bad things turned out differently.
You were so sweet to me.
Never has anyone shown me what you have.

But when things got bad.. I just can’t be in those situations anymore.